so a real update. i am working what sounds like my perfect job but what seems like a truly horrifying nightmare. not that the job description is scary. hardly that. but that day to day i am faced with the painful reflection of my own failure and incompetence.
for some reason my problems seem so large to me.
it seems every time i look backward i see trivial things.
i look forward and i see mountainsides to scale.
perhaps i need an accounts person
someone to file me away and section me and categorically embalm the history of my pitfalls.
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